There’s a 99.56% chance that I have ADD. Here’s why:
- Can’t concentrate on one thing for long periods of time.
- Lord knows I can’t sit still.
- And if there is a shiny thing in the room then forget about it – You lost me the moment I saw a glimmer in the distance.
Thing is, my ADD applies to all parts of my life, including my love life.
I’m convinced that I can’t stay interested in the same boy for more than few months at the most. It’s often the case that more than one boy has caught my interest at any given time. I like variety. I like bouncing back and forth between different prospects.
It could be argued that, yes, I might just be indecisive and generally like the smörgåsbord that I have created for myself but I think that still can be played up to my Love ADD problem.
New, shiny men intrigue me (or special moments distract me). I jump, hop and skip from one crush to the next because apparently my adderall isn’t a strong enough dosage.
Like I said, Love ADD.
And that other guy glimmer is not only horribly distracting but also ruining any chances that I might have at being in a relationship. I can’t focus on one guy long enough to make a real relationship start because I constantly feel like there could be something better out there. I almost always have two guys at once that I’m interestested in.
Maybe it’s a rational thing, though. For instance, right now, I like one guy both on a physical and emotional level while I like another guy on a strictly emotional level. And I think that I do this to ensure that I can find the best of both worlds until I can find one that fits both worlds the best. It will be a long journey, I’m sure, but maybe I’m ensuring myself happiness.
But then again, I’m almost certain I’m just unable to sit with one man for more than a few weeks.
100% sure that I’ve got that one.